Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Okay so I've decided I should start blogging again. I'm like some lame lazy bored girl who only thinks of blogging when I have absolutely nothing to do. Or when I read other people's blogs and I'm like "why are their blogs so cool I should start being cool too." but seriously. I need a reminder of all that happened this year. 2011 what a freaking special year.
The year's almost ended. I've been through quite a lot, especially at the second half of the year. All the constant in-and-outs from the docs' (yes, doctors. perhaps 4 or 5 of them), the crazy nights spent worthlessly worrying (hypochondriac maybe) and then throughout all these times, the people who've been brought closer to me.
Namely my parents and my best friends. I'm soo so so so thankful for my parents, and I regret allowing myself to only admit this late that they really love me ): I'm such an unappreciative kid sigh.
So I'm praying that 2012 will be a sick-less, fearless, burden-less year. Because going through 3 months of shit, I'm really sick of this. ):
Also I realise I'm going to be 17 in just about 5 months. What the fuck (pardon me) right?! I was just 12 a while ago? I think I still act like I'm 12. I don't see myself anywhere near 17 ): Not physically, not mentally. I'm not prepared!!!!! This is too soon. AHHHHH
Okay I shall go find a nicer blog skin I just want something plain and empty
# posted by #.elaine` : 10:52 PM
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