destiny's calling

I went out with Kat and watched Green Lantern, it was a disappointment. But the cinema was rather empty so we could laugh damn hard at whatever and it was fun :) Then we had lunch at Ion and talked. Miss that girl! Studying in States hmm I wonder how my other friends leaving for boarding schools overseas this year would do.

Then I met Sherby. I just told her EVERYTHING stuffed up in me. She didn't give advices, just listened and shared in return. But I was happy because I didn't need advices, I just needed a listening, empathetic ear. Which I got, so yay :) I'm lazy to type out stuff that we talked about here, but basically just problems like life, academia, and spiritual life.

I don't feel close to God nowadays. In fact I don't think I ever felt a strong connection, unlike many of my other friends. So for the whole time I was swimming just now, I just kept repeating "God, please talk to me. Let me know that You're there." over and over and over again in my head.

I think it happened :)

I was reading something about God's love for us and all of a sudden I was just overwhelmed with this feeling and I couldn't control myself and I started crying.

That's when I knew, it's Him. AHHH I'm so happy rn I can do a happy snowman dance. ☃

Ahh idk I just thought I'd share this moment with you.

Thank You, thank You, thank You.

x