destiny's calling

Open House was tiring and I'd say a complete COMPLETE waste of time. I feel like a hypocrite when I tell the P6s that RGS is the best choice and they should totally come. Okay but then again I think I have a secret fiery passion and love for Raffles HAHA. Just not ready to be unleashed right now lmao. Tried to do some flip thing at the trampoline at the gym booth it was COMPLETE FAILURE I was the only one who couldn't do it properly ): I think I'm not daring enough. Like I tried to do handstand and my arms buckled and I fell on my hip walao it still hurts. At least I can do the baby freeze now HAHAH so fun we spent like the past few trainings trying to do cartwheels/handstands/baby freezes.

Oh yea Chanel did this amazing facepaint on my face HAHA IT'S SO PRETTY omg I wish I had talent like singing/drawing/WHATEVER. Even a weird talent would suffice. Something to make me feel proud of myself lolol.

(Doob with her "snake with legs", me with my phoenix and Chanel the artist! :D:D:D repect.)

OH YEZ 7 DAYS TO UK TRIP WHOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO CAN'T WAIT AT ALL. AT ALL. at all. AT ALL.

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Okay life hasn't been very awesome these days. I mean, they were good. I can't complain. But I just wished things could work out better. Wished I could be just a little more understanding and forgiving. I'm too headstrong I always want things to go in my way ): Sometimes I wished I was one of those people who wouldn't even get angry even when facing agonizingly annoying people. But I'm not, and I guess I'd just have to deal with what's thrown at me.

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I wanted to request for a prayer for you. Really. I don't know why but I just didn't have the courage to. I can't comprehend my feelings. I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel anymore like anger and resentment or just guilt? Maybe it's a mixture of both.

Maybe if we had seen things a little differently, just that little bit, everything would've been very different now.