destiny's calling

I just realised I survived 7 out of 8 of my pen-and-paper exams (yup Bio SPA tomorrow). So that's around 15 papers, AAs and PTs that I've survived this semester, which is about to draw to a close.

I guess I put my time to good use... only 40% of the time haha. I hate how I'll relax and digress only to rush things last minute and regret not working on things earlier. ): Time passes so fast I can't believe term 2 is about to end in 4 weeks. It doesn't even feel like we're half through the term!

I'm getting used to studying alone, been doing so for the past 2 days haha doesn't feel that bad lor now I understand why people like to do things alone sometimes. I can just zone out and think about random stuff without distractions HAHA.

Okay challenge day 5: a song that describes your day.

The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars hands down ahhahaha actually it describes my every day la like hello I'm a lazy fat bum.

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I found out something today that shocked me to bits. I know people change all the time. Growing up is a stage that we go through all the time (and yea lol we should know this better, with all the mitotic division shit). But it's something that I don't think I'll ever get accustomed to. Change is good, change is necessarily, yea all that bullshit but I just can't seem to like how when things change. Whether it's for the good or for the worse - it requires time to get accustomed to. Guess I'm just not a very adaptive person lolol.

But I realised that when a person changes, it is hard - if not impossible - to bring back the person that you first knew. It's kinda sad, but in a way it's good because you know that the person is happier with his/her newer life.

I need you to know: I'm happy for you. Like really, genuinely happy. But I need time to get used to these things.