destiny's calling

I'm so thankful for the people I have around me. People who taught me how to love, people who taught me how to lighten up, people who taught me how to be serious, people who taught me how to be fierce, people who taught me how to be compassionate.

I wonder if all these people will change in the years to come. Maybe after we graduate, we won't even talk to each other anymore. But whether they do or not, I'll never forget the things they've taught me, the laughter they've added to my life and the colour they've filled in.

HAHAHAHAHAH that was so deep omg. I just feel the need to appreciate who we have around us. I mean what if one day (although quite impossible la but what if what if what if) some natural disaster or some meteorite hits Singapore and people... leave us. I wonder how my friends in Japan are doing. Not sure where they live, sent emails to them and they haven't replied yet. Ahhh I'm really worried. I hate how fragile life is. I'm not used to loss. I mean, there're different types of loss. Most of the time, the people we lose are still around us, just that we never get to talk to them or be friends with them like we were. But we know they're still around, moving on their lives just as we do, but it still hurts so much. Then there's the type of loss where you know that person will literally never be with you again. Can you imagine the multitude of hurt here? I don't even want to.

I'm afraid I'll lose more people than I already have. )':

Right now I'm going to do as much as I can to remember bits and pieces about the people around me and the things we did together.

Okay I'm ready to start on lit again :)