destiny's calling

Went to school for Lit AA discussion, then went for lunch at Living Greens with Zara and Elisa! It's some vegan restaurant. Never thought I'd be able to survive a meal without meat or eggs etc but they have surprisingly good food! Plus the uncle was really kind he gave us this vege bun for freee and it was freaking nice (y)

Night training today! It was actually really fun hehe from 5-8. (Which means that totally screwed up my dinner timing actually. But thank god I had Jas to dine with! We went to soup spoon at ion hehe I loveeee soups omg. Am craving ciabatta bread and Moroccan spiced carrot soup from Cedele ):

I finished the 20 minutes run, but I'm totally not satisfied sigh. I stopped and slowed down like wtp that was unnecessary should've pushed myself harder ): Everyone else is training so hard I shouldn't be using asthma as a reason to slack!!! Ahhh okay next time I will try not to. Wanna make these last trainings goodddd.

I spent more than 70 bucks today omg. Talk about burning a hole in my pocket?

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What I said about you tortures me. I know I'm being selfish and possessive but I just can't help feeling that way. I'm not being a good friend anddd guess I've only got 2 choices now. Confront you or accept you for who you are. Both are hard )': Your actions aren't making things much easier either. I'm just wondering when I'll be able to get used to the you now.