destiny's calling

In a way, I'm relieved since I no longer face the dilemma of whether to actually ask you or not. I no longer have to worry over how to talk/ask you about whatever I wanted to, because I already know what your response would be anyway. But it really hurts to know how stubborn you're becoming, and how my existence is your life is starting to matter lesser each day.

I hate having to watch you like this, yet knowing that I have no right to do anything since it's your life. It's even more annoying how you're still the same person when you're in front of me, but once you're in your virtual world you become another person altogether. Lol this is like a real life example of the theme for english last year. How ironic. I don't know what to make of this, perhaps I'll still talk to you about it eventually. I just don't have the courage to now, I guess.

Life is confusing )': Anyone wants to be my personal full time advisor?