Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Oh wow, bummer.
That came as a huge shock, really. I'm not even angry. No, I didn't feel anger.
It was just pure disappointment. I really thought that no matter what or when, I could trust you the most amongst them. I think for most people, they start off not trusting people, and slowly people gain trust from them. It's like on a scale of 0-10, they give others 0 at first. Then it slowly goes up higher and higher. You know what I mean? Yea, but for me it's the opposite. If I know a person for the first time, I'll always trust him/her a lot. Like it starts with a 10. Sadly most of the time, the level of trust just keeps going down and sometimes I really don't know what to do.
Am I judging/believing others too much? Should I really have put my faith in you instead of others? Or are you really the one lying the whole time? Freak someone tell me what to do I'm fucking confused. Everything came to me so suddenly that I don't even know what's true and what's not.
And to all the people spreading dumbass fake rumours/trying to ruin friendships/ sticking your noses into other peoples' business: get a life, please. PLEASE. ):
[edit] okay. double triple quadruple shock. I can't take this anymore seriously are you for real!???!!!! Kns don't do this to me please ): Don't do this to your friends, please. I'm not sure how I'm gonna face you tomorrow or the day after and the following days; how I'm gonna laugh with you and joke with you and hear you tell me stuff like you mean them. I just know that if you lose someone's trust for you, it's really hard to gain it back. Dammit. [/edit]
# posted by #.elaine` : 7:45 PM
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