destiny's calling

I've got lots of stuff to say today!! A lot of things happened :)

SLI was today. Watching all the sec 3 psls getting invested reminded me of my term as a psls again. It's kinda ironic how I've attended every single SLI in my rgs life, EXCEPT the one

where I'm actually supposed to get invested. Sigh. What a lousy timing to fall sick last year )': Anyway many seniors came back! Talked to Steph, (yay finally classics picture :), but Nanthini wasn't here. I know Nanthini will never see this so YAY I'm really excited for her birthday dinner (which didn't happen the other time cos Steph and Nanthini were too busy. Sighhhh the life of jc kids) It'll be a blast yeah. Saw Yirong, Lynn and Dawn too! They all seem to enjoy JC :/ Maybe I shouldn't be dreading it so much. But idk it really just scares me, the thought of going to JC and an epicly changing environment with much more drama and all. But man really missed my seniors ): Oh saw Jodi at bishan library too, talked to her for quite a while! hehehhehe sighhhhh it still feels weird without batch'10 around )'; It's like once I entered RN, they've been the batch that's always beenwith us! And now they're suddenly gone O: Scary. But at least we'll meet next year haha.

Went for lunch after SLI with Zara and Elisa! :) I forgot the restaurant's name. Caramel and something :/ But it was really pretty and cozy, like the retro feeling :) Had chicken breast salad with japanese yuzu dressing. (y) Hehehe stole a lot of food from SLI :D Then we walked around. A LOT. Heheh to look at all the nice food :) Yumyum I'm still hungry...

Went to library to study. Got so tired while waiting for Nicole Chua that I fell asleep alone in the library. Omg that was embarrassing ttm like seriously I bet I just looked like some idiot dozing off and everyone who walked past were like ...what's wrong with that girl. Hhha kay whatever but in the end we didn't even study AT ALL cos we went for dinner @yoshi (I freaking love yoshinoya heheh) and started talking and planning exciting stuffs ^^ Oh well. Then we started stalking people............... K bad habit bad habit bad habit. Kills boredom though hehe. We were sitting outside coffee bean, ANOTHER bad choice cos so many people we knew walked past and it was like the epitome of awkwardness oh wellz.

Okay I've just got something to say. If you don't like me, bitch about me all you want. Call me fake, call me ugly, call me fat, call me a bitch, seriously, anything you want. But really, don't drag my relationship with God into this. It's very personal for me, and I know I can depend on God for everything, because he will love me no matter what. I didn't choose to believe in God for anyone else. It was a personal choice, and I'm proud to say that I am a child of God. I didn't choose this religion because of peer pressure or my desperate attempts to 'fit into the crowd'. I know you may not have meant it that way and I should already get over it but allow me to complain once more: don't question another person's faith because that's the most offensive thing ever. Please? ): Thanks. K I don't even know if you'll ever see this but if you do, hope you know who you are :/ I just wanna say that I really have nothing much against you, although I don't know why you're always saying such stuff but really, don't question my faith please ): And another thing. I hate it when people lie to me. If you ever have to, don't let me find out. It's heartbreaking sometimes, seriously.

Otherwise today's a really good day :) Bought take home yami yogurt for my family. I was so excited about eating it but my dad was like "yea you smell can already. Asthma still eat froyo." Then he purposely put the yogurt in front of my face when he knows it's my favourite rawrr >: Speaking of my dad, made pancakes with him in the middle of the night yesterday lolll. Bonding time! (y) I swear it's quite good lor.

K i shall do my 10-day challenge thing on a separate post

# posted by #.elaine` : 8:40 PM