destiny's calling

Today's challenge is really very challenging. I shall do it now although I'm not planning to sleep yet! Finished SS, cut down the number of words after all. There's still more work to do but I shall take a break! :) Oh I'll continue with my post first before doing my challenge.

Cheryl just asked me very randomly if I read Our Daily Bread. Sadly, I don't ): But she just introduced it to me! :) I'm touched by how my siblings in Christ care for me ♥

Thanks Cheryl :) Yup it's true. Apart from Christ who strengthens me, I'm also really grateful for all the people around me who've tried to make me stronger/a better person through their words and actions. You've left an impact on me, and whether I manage to be strong enough to do what you adviced, your efforts still mean a lot to me. :)

So.. Today, I'm happy and satisfied. :) 2 words! hehe. Other than the short pissing episode. I realise I've been much happier nowadays yayyyy.

Oh and speaking of Be Yourself Day, (forgot to cover this in the previous post, was too pissed then.) It's not supposed to just be today. Be yourself everyday. If the people around you require you to change to fit in with them, then leave the crowd. It's not that you're not good enough for them, they're just not worthy for you. So don't change yourself according to what others want, be the best person you can and want to be, and you'll find the ones who truly love you for who you are. Find your own personality, girl :)

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K the challenge.

1. I wish I didn't say the things that I did out of anger or jealousy. But sometimes it rings truth. Guess I'd just have to calm down and rationalise first, in future.

2. Okay I'm struggling here. I can't even come up with 2 and I'm supposed to come up with 6?! Uh. I wish I had never lied to my parents. Perhaps we could've been closer now.

3. I wish I had never been mean to a certain someone. I know it still affects that person, and it kinda hurts me just to think about it because it reminds me of all the horrible things I've done. I know it's too late to say sorry since it won't reverse my actions, but I really just want us both to forget ):

4. Wish I hadn't believed everything you said. It pleased me momentarily, but when I found out the truth everything came crashing down.

5. Wished I hadn't made choices in moments of folly/indecisiveness.

6. Wish I didn't give up on us.

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Oh and, polaroids from BYD.

Left polaroid: Jas, Minchih, Me.