destiny's calling

Juxtaposed with what happened yesterday, today was just undoubtedly amazing. I haven't been so happy and contented in a while! Made me forget about all the horrible stuffs that happened yesterday (I blogged about it, but didn't post it. It's in my drafts hahah I'm too cowardly to show it to the world)

Today itself started off super good. Played a little netball with b'div at the courts before going for Chem CES. Walked past 207 on my way there, and 2 girls came out of the classroom and shouted "Hi Elaine!!" I don't know why but I was so overwhelmed and touched and I started smiling like some retard. It doesn't even matter if they just happened to walk out of the classroom and saw me, or they saw me when I walked past and specially walked all the way out to say hi. But I was touched anyhow. It's so satisfying to know that even though I've only spent a few short months and a few short PSL sessions with these QTs, they still remember me :') So wonderful to know that I'm still part of their lives and memory, and that they still regard me as their PSL :) Makes me remember how wonderful it was to be a PSL. I miss my sec 1s (yea they've grown up but they'll always be my first and last class of sec 1s) so much they're so cute!! Hahaha. Now I can truly appreciate the meaning of how a small action goes a long way ♥

I realised everytime I think I'm about to lose everything I hold dear to my heart, God helps me know how blessed I truly am. I have the most amazing friends who're always there for me no matter what I'm going through; people whom I can count on to not judge me no matter who I am. I know, sometimes I take them for granted, and I feel so awful for that. I always seem to be so obsessed with pleasing everyone, and blinded by what I shouldn't desire. But it's only because of these beautiful things and people in my life that I'm constantly reminded of the reason why I'm alive and breathing. Thank you Lord, for giving me more than I deserve. I may not appreciate whatever I have all the time, but I'll try :)

H2h talk with Juey today was fulfilling. I learnt so much from her :) Being contented is really the easiest way to be happy, yet ironically it's also the hardest thing to do. Yeayea I must stop letting the devil's voices get in my head :) Amen!! :D

It rained like mad on my way home today. My hands were literally freezing while I was walking home from the bus stop, but my heart was so warm. Whoo I can't emphasize on how happy I am today seriously :D

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